Thursday, October 01, 2009!
HandWritten on; 2:33 PM

this photo reminds me of our hwachong SYF around 2 and a half years back. meiling just uploaded the complete version of the vid during dance night 07 on fb i was watching it, and yes, for the umpteenth time, and i. still. got. goosebumps. especially during the part when liuqian was hanging onto the ladder in mid air centrestage, and the part when her pose hit that powerful note in the music. it was beautiful (: i dont think anything can replace it. the training, the whole entire experience, the people, the choreographer, its just like a perfect match of each and every element to create such a wonderful, one of a kind,
masterpiece. Journey. it is the BEST. irreplaceable. (:
mid terms have been draining. i swear, i've NEVER met a group of people more hardworking than the people i'm studying with now. they really put their heart and soul, their entire BEING into the notes and what they're studying. sometimes what we study can get interesting, but to them it's really like their passion. i kind of admire that. except for the fact that they stress me out. ALOT. today's the last day of mid terms for me. if not for the fact that everything is now counted in our final CAP score and every single grade follows us to the end of our university life, i would be a happier person. but well, it'll be okay. i think. i hope. haha. and i kind of promised myself that i'll really put much much much more energy into studying. after relaxing a while after the paper today, of course. but the momentum will have to continue. to bring me further. i really have to do so much, i can see HOW MUCH MORE i have to put in, just to be on par with my classmates of 147 people. i hope that soon i'll be happy for the bell curve and not agonizing because of it. srsly, i never thought i would think this way, but uni is really like x1000000 times more tedious and tiring and you have to put in x1000000 much much more work than in jc. its SO much tougher. i guess i have to buck up and be SO much stronger. and i hope i can do it. (: